I'm having anxiety.
I wake up in a freaked out state.
It started when one of the girls at work said we should all go back to school.
Immediately I stressed. We? I started feeling that feeling of being behind. I am behind. I am behind in life, i am behind in everything.
Then the kids.
Am I reflecting my "behindness" on them?
Of course I am.
I am stressed they will fail....
Because I am failing.
Bigger stress...Not sure what I am failing.
I paid the bills.
I worked out....then I realized I have not RUN
I have not run in a month?
What if I can't run anymore?
of course I can run...right?
knitting. i cant knit because I can't finish anything.
Last night I cooked the worst dinner in my life.
I have anxiety.